may bagong course sa college!

BSN

hindi yan bachelor of science in nursing ha...

...

nicotine

wala lang. wala akong magawa eh.

had a fight with my mom and my sister.

i would've killed my sister if she wasn't my sister... get it?

but heck. even though she pushed me around, i still had a little respect left for her.

and still, i've asked this so many times it never lost it's meaning...


where was your God when i needed him?


darn it. i hate my life. everything about it.

good thing i have friends to back me up. give me opinions. and help me in the situations that i'm in.

and yet, there's joey, the only person who would never leave my side. i'm so thankful i have her. never leaving me behind. always there when i needed her..

not the only thing that i live for but when everything is all gone, hope that she would still be there by my side.

so maybe there's two things in life that i wouldn't hate...

joey...

and my friends...

i love you guys. seriously.

i think i'm going insane...

have you ever played worms?
try gunbound.



addicting...



college sucks big time.

still...




college sucks...




you think?

DA EPEKS ADBENTYUR!

woke up like four-thirty in the morning and like, it was so early and like, i was still feeling sleepy and all and you know. like, why'd i get up so early? 'coz like i had to like assess like whatever the spelling is like my payments and stuff, you know, like i had to 'coz like i might run out of subjects and like i had to go to college and stuff and like study and things like that.

but first, i was ready to go to school so early to do some things. as i typed, i woke up four-thirty in the morning and got ready by five-fifteen. so i went to the terminal and sat beside the driver.

/me still feeling sleepy "manong sa ust po... (yawn)"

driver "wala ka bang barya? aga aga pa eh. unang pasada ko palang.

/me still feeling sleepy "hhmmmph... ha? barya? wala eh. pasensha..."

so there i was, inside the fx beside the driver. obviously i was sleepy.. it wasn't normal for me to wake up that early. sooo...

/me fell asleep.

after a long islumber

driver "boy, san ka ba bababa? akala ko ba ust? (with matching kalabit)"

/me still feeling sleepy "teka... san na ba to?"

driver "malayo na."

/me still feeling sleepy "sige baba nalang po ako dito... anak ng..."

driver "teka... bente sinko hanggang dito eh."

/me still feeling sleepy "manong wala pa nga sukli ko eh."

so there, i got off the fx and went back to ust riding a jeep...

/me still feeling sleepy "taena nun ah..."



dinekwatan pa ako ng limang piso

PAIN SENSATIONS

my back's been killing me for the past three days. i can't even run. can't breathe straight, can't move that much anymore. it's like someone hit me with a metal pipe for fun. damn it... i can't even sit right. i'd have to bear the pain first. hold my breath. then..

CRACK!

then blood would come rushing to my brain, the numbness, the dizzyness, can't focus... geeez. what the heck is happening to me? the first time i felt this, i can't even stand up. having a hard time to breath and i was turning red. from head to toe, all is red and my mom got worried. maybe she thought i ate something bad or whatever.

and now it feels like my back is already broken and still being able to stand up.

maybe i should have a check-up. have a x-ray or something.

smiling just to see the smile upon your face
these are the moments i thank God i'm alive
these are the moments i'll remember all my life
i've found all i've waited for and couldn't ask for more

looking in your eyes seeing all i need
everything you are is everything to me
these are the moments i know heaven does exist
and these are the moments i know all i need is this
i have all i've waited for and i couldn't ask for more

- edwin mccain