The San Mateo Experience

Went there with Moe and Steph.

I can't really remember what happened there and you know... Getting drunk would give you a headache. And it's not really a good thing.

Got there and the first thing Moe wanted to do was to play war games. I was the terrorist and Moe was the S.W.A.T "slash" Navy seals "slash" Army "slash" 007 thingy.

Met Jeanette (sorry, i don't know the right spelling of your name... so just let me call you "J") and Madz. Patch's cousin.

So many people came there to celebrate with Patch. Well... Moe, J, Madz, Steph, and I played alot of card games. If you lose you get to drink half a glass of beer. Guess who lost the most

I

While we we're all playing. Moe and Cap each got the time to shoot each other.

I lost alot but it's okay. I planned on getting drunk that night. So there... We hung? Or rather stayed at the basketball court just to talk and reminisce about things in life. And guess again on who listened to me the most. "J". Told the story about my life again in front of all the people that was there. But it's okay. Only J and Madz was listening to me. And a big thanks to That. And heck... Remembered all the pain i went through again.

And It hurt

Of all the things i had to tell them. It had to be this one. Stupid me. Eventually I finished telling my story and went back inside to get some more beer. All gone... All what's left was empty beer bottles. Maybe We got the most of it because of that game we played.

So Patch went out to buy three bottles of gin. Got back and all of us finished all of it.

I was feeling okay but when I closed my eyes, everything started to spin, like spinning like there's no tomorrow. Even if i can't see anything. Then opened my eyes... And I suddenly felt sick.

I was officially drunk

I woke up inside Moe's car that is in front of our gate. And now how'd that happen? But before i fell asleep, i remembered Von waking Cap up and telling me not to fall asleep while hitting my head.. Hehe

So the people that were there as far as i can remember was Moe, Steph, J, Madz, Cap, Von, Patch, Jules, Alex, Bobot and four other girls, Amador, Andre, Reg, Suing, Patch's other family members... And I.

Love's Ironies

Isn't it ironic how almost everyone subject
themselves to emotional anxiety and pains, in
search of the one true "LOVE", when in fact nobody
can ever provide a single definition of this word?

when nobody could guarantee an end when the
journey begins?

Isn't it ironic how one person can make you so
miserable to the extent of doubting your sense
of self-worth and feeling impotent when there
standing behind you are countless people who
believes in you and values you so much in their
life?

Isn't it stupid that we allow one person whom we
barely know and whom we just met, to destroy the
fruits of our past and to dictate our future by investing
all our emotions in the belief that he can provide the
happiness that we would need to last our lifetime?

Isn't it amazing how society makes us believe
that this one person will be enough to make us
abandon the joys of the people who really
loved us and those who molded us into the very
person that made this one person love us in the
first place?

Isn't it unbelievable that we rely on one person
to measure our importance through the number of
phone calls, text messages, e-mails, chocolates
or flowers that we receive, when there are
people whom we call family and friends who never
fail to make us feel so important?

Doesn't it astonish you how one failed
relationship suddenly destroys the pride,
confidence and wisdom we have carefully
collected and owned from the people and events
in our past... the foundations that made up the
person that you really were?

Isn't it so stupid that we forget about
everything we believed in, how easily we lose
our faith in love because of one jerk
to his misfortune, didn't recognize true love
when it was in front of him?

Isn't it amazing how we punish ourselves and how
we choose to stay in misery, when joy is just
one step ahead of us, just because of a single
mistake to which we also happen to be the victim?

Happy Holy Week

It's holy week and it's one of the most boring time of the year.

I wish i had a better computer or a PS2. so staying here would be alot more easier... and fun.

After this week it's gonna be classes for me again.